Wednesday, May 16, 2012

到底怎么回事 ?!

其实我很想知道,到底是什么回事 ??!!
从一开始的陌生人>朋友>好朋友>死党
变到了现在酱...
我问自己很久也好多次了..“是我多心吗?是不是我真的想太多了?还是注定如此?”

有几次你叫我出去,我真的是不能出啊...我也不想啊>< 
我之前叫你出来因为时间关系有时你也不能出...
但是星日回复你我不能出过后罢了,就看你在面子书写的东西心里真的很不好受

你是写我也好不是写我也好...总之看了很不好受 
写在这里也许你看不到,无所谓,但是我不想写在面子书只是不想闲话多多罢了
没别的意识 ...
虽然一心想让你知道也许现在已经不重要了吧 

我凭良心说 我觉得我们的友情不再像以前那样了
不再像以前那样 好
也许 你参你的朋友多过参我了吧 
“我好像吃醋了 @@ 好像很白痴 竟然感觉吃醋(表误会,没特别的意识)”

其实你不是脱离了一群朋友,只是这群朋友空闲的时间都不一样...
要一起出来,要等时机 ....

或许我讲些你不想看也许也会不耐烦
我只是想搞清楚事情罢了...
我只是想知道你在想些什么,是不是我想的那样而已

也许是你家庭情况在影响你的心情,也许是很多种也许 

我现在只是觉得我好像不再像以前那样了解你了 ,
我能做些什么 > <

我只是想坦白,因为我还当你是无所不谈的朋友... 
对不起,也许最近满脑都是做工和种种压力吧 忽略你了
 对不起

也许是我胡思乱想的病态又来了
我只是想搞清楚罢了

说真的 ,,,, 
我好像回到以前那样 常常一起拍照 
一起疯 一起玩 一起出去 

但还有可能吗 ?

其实有次我想跟你讲的,但是总觉得你跟我对话好像很不耐烦酱所以就没提了 ...

Friday, March 30, 2012

tat day after take result :DD ( 22/03/2012 )

tat day morning ,, i wake up early n quite nervous @@""
bt my result kinda SHIT  ,,
when i saw my result juz like ( Oh My God ,, wat the fuck >< ) 

after tat i think it at all ,, juz thinking ltr wan go where play play play ...
it quite hard can gather so many friends 2gather n go out play
hahaha ,,
1st ,, we go 1st avenue redbox sing K
we at there sing about 5 hours
2nd ,, we go jalan tokong (i think is jalan tokong nt vry sure , juz sure gt tokong @@)
we go there eat our dinner ...
bt gt something happen tat day @@
better be quiet for tat ....

tis the pic 4 tat day ^^















 我们的特大包厢 ^^

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

a trip to gerik :3 (( i wanna go again ))

2012.02.19
me n whole family n 2gu gone a trip to gerik to hav fun n eat the fresh fish tat caught ourself :3
is quite fun there ,, is vry nature there ....

when we reach there UNCLE TAN take us go eat lunch ,, vry nice 
after tat we go to the destination we wanna go ^^

when we reach there ,,
all around us was juz trees n hav 1 river ,, the water was from the waterfall
bsides there hav a lot of rubber trees n some fruit trees ``
behind tat place hav a some house of orang asli
bt they ardy leave there ,, n they move to other place d ..
i love the place vry much ,, the place was my father friend place ,,
they bought the land there n made 2 ponds there to raise fish there ....
we eat the fish tat juz caught up ,, we cook it juz like we bbq there ^^

me n bro go walk around n take many funny photo ,,
there was vry nice place ,, vry relax there n vry enjoy at there 

we hav so much fun there ,, uncle tan was vr nice guy ^^
he vry different thn other uncle tat i noe ...
he .. juz like my friend ,, he vry nice 2 me ,, we can talk everything xD
he was a nice guy
uncle Tan bro also very nice ,, he call us cum again at may or jun ,,
cuz tat time will hav many fruit to eat also ,,
can eat the fruit n the fresh fish at the same time ^^
i like it <3

actually ,, go gerik was vry easy
juz go straight ahead throught the highway ^^
n the important one is ~~~ dad say will go again ^^
yeah ~~~~ :3

see the photo i take there ~~~~~~



i like tis pic ... juz like having 外拍  ^^


我爱自由飞翔 <3
like tis effect also ^^




Monday, February 6, 2012

touching ``

2day bro drive car fetch us out eat 
we same like before ,, hahaha
we call many many thing n we share 2gather ,, lub it
 after go out eat tea time with family
dad can bro take us " yao che hor " hahahaha
firstly we dint hav a location we wanna go ,,
but suddenly bro say wan go sg.dua visit someone special ^^

someone tat see me grow up ,,
someone tat protect me while i being beat
someone tat i always follow him when nothing 2 do when i was little 

ardy forgot start when ,, he was been send to old folks home ><
n start tat time seem like most of our parts of family like ardt forgetten tis ppl
very less number of ppl go visit him

juz we go visit him ,, he seem like momery kinda regress ardy
cnt remember things tat old time happen ><
tis year he ardy 74 years old ,,
he looks young thn those ppl same age with him ^^
juz i buy 1 box MILDSEVEN for him ^^
bro buy 1 lighter for him
mum giv him RM 20 
2 gu giv him Rm 10 
look vry nice day to him to day ^^

this him ,, my " kiu gong "


:: me ,, bro ,, him ::


:: 2 gu ,, dad ,, mum ,, him ::
2day was a happy day 2 me ^^





Friday, January 27, 2012

nw i realize ^^

nw i juz realize tat there is a day was vry important to me ....
there is a day ,, watever ardy pass few years i still can remember ....
n sometimes i dint think it bt it juz come out in my brain itself 

the day was 7/4/20xx
hahaha `` wat year ?? cnt tell ... hahaha
still can remember hw it happen 
v who happen v it
n nw i still hav the feeling from tat day 
if can start it over ,,
i will did it with the same things n say the same things to " you "

everything happens in tat year juz like juz happen yesterday ^^

n nw juz can recollect those memory ,, 
actually nw think it over `` yr condition was not entirely wrong 
n nw i also can realize y u did tis condition 

in the end ,, i still owe u 2 sentences ...
tat was `` [ SORRY ] & [ THANK YOU ] 

bt there is something " u " dont noe ...
tat is ...
U R THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE
AND U R THE ONE WHO LIVE MY HEART IN THE DEEPEST PLACE


written by  :  zinc  
27/1/12
17:54

Hapi C.N.Y. << Hapi Dragon Year >> ^^ ( WTF )

in tis year chinese new year was the most boring new year i never hav @@
everyday nothing 2 do ,, nobody to gambling ...

lol ,, very boring u noe =   =
everyday i person 
s**t
no person 2 play with ,, no person talk with ,, no friends around @@
i juz like crazy ppl sitting beside 

vry sad n angry when i think about this  
f**k up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, January 9, 2012

愿 望 达 成 一 个 了 .... yeah ~ ^^

自从 老爸从他 office 搬他的 茶具回来后

我可以说是..... 
每天 都在泡茶喝 ^^
差不多每天都喝不同的茶
还真过瘾 .... 

我爸还送我一套全新的茶具.... 
超超超超~ 爽的说 : )
终于达成其中一个从小到大的愿望
终于有属于自己的整套茶具... 超喜欢的
oh  yeah ~~

我的茶具用法跟老爸的不同的 : )
两种我都很喜欢 ...
这就是我每天在用的.... ( 老爸的茶具 )